Lord,
I am growing concerned about T, and his disconnectedness. He hasn't even called once to connect with Kiley. I am concerned about him just calling at the last minute and "making plans." There needs to be some structure about this. I am tempted to call him and ask him to come down for dinner. But, get the feeling that he needs to "court" me and he needs to crawl out of his hole instead of me enabling him in a bad relationship.

I lift that up to You, since You are the fixer of all things broken. We are obviously broken. I hurt so bad in church today to watch "families" connected and worshiping together. And I confess my jealousy that I don't have that, and then I catch myself wanting to "make it happen" but clearly you gave me "unless the Lord builds the house, they build in vain." and that sets me down. It still hurts, it wasn't supposed to be this way. I want to make it be ok, and it is not. And any attempt I try, will be futile, empty and another dead end. Once again, I ask You, who are the fixer of all things broken, to please fix me, and this.