I remembered my password!!

There has been so much going on I totally forgot about my blog :)


I wanted to share some things that the Lord is "doing" in me and my life.

First of all He is taking some of the major disfunction's and lies in my life and simplifying His truth. Which consequently is altering my life and outward . . . And it is so ridiculous how I have "reconstructed" what I was "taught" early in my life to fit "my life", instead of taking His TRUTH and conforming my life to be His life in me.

One of the first major simplifications was in the area of "FEAR". I had let fear bleed into and poison every part of my life in all relationships and inner beliefs. Until, I was so bound and reacting with such rotten fruit and He ever so lovingly let me see how I was behaving, through people he put into my life that were behaving very similarly ~ Yuck. I got it!

But, He didn't stop there, the scripture He revealed to me is so simple but so life changing. . . Psalm 56:3 When I am afraid, I will trust in You.

Next He showed me how I was "participating" in my families devastation, by the words of my mouth, and my heart bleeding all over, and how our family is liken a "war zone" and not a safe place. He appealed to me to consider my "participation" and when I was throwing "verbal grenades" at my dh, it was actually hitting my 3 year old dtr But really, it is hitting my Savior, and telling Him, that His work on the cross was really not enough

He gave me James 1:19 'Be swift to hear, slow to speak, and slow to wrath.'

Presently He is dealing with me on "strongholds" of sin in my heart. So I a few night ago, I spent hours on the internet seeking info on "deliverance from strongholds", with really no avail that the spirit of the Lord really lead me to grasp. So, I spent much time in prayer and considering, that I'm just going to trust the Lord and He will lead me to the truth about this problem. . .
And He did just that, last night during our Bible Study, We began to study Jude.

Jude 1:2 Mercy, Peace and love be multiplied to you.

Mercy is what Jesus willingly, from His heart, gave me. (and you)
Authority, legal, positional and possessional, is what He Bleed for, IF we chose Him. There is NO price higher paid than a sinless sacrifice.
Peace is what I receive as a "perk" when I am under authority of His propitiation. (His sacrifice for my sin)
When His Peace is ruling in my life, it is taking complete control over all legal, positional and possessional areas of my life, body, mind, spirit, soul . . .

His peace is what tears down strongholds. So, I need to keep my eyes on the Cross = the Mercy He gave, the Peace that is Authority because of His sacrifice, and any stronghold that exhaults itself against the Knowledge of God will be brought into obedience of Christ (2 Cor 10:5)

I must praise HIM!!!

He just makes it simple, well He must, I am just as a lamb, and He is my Shepherd.

I do need prayer to keep focus and surround myself with stronger Truth believers in Christ.


I had to confess to my family my part and seek their forgiveness, and draw a line in the "sand" that my house will be a safe house, Jesus rules here, I will not tolerate evil and meanness. Not just I ~ The The Lord of Heaven and Earth DEMANDS IT HERE.